I have wondered before, why is it that God allows me to go through a seemingly easy life so far, in comparison to other people as I know it. Worrying that my comeuppance and big tests would later come too big and perhaps too much.
I know why today.
Because what hurt others at x, will hurt me at the factor of 10 times that.
But I take solace in the faith that God will give you no more than you can bear.